And Waiting Some More!

I know I haven't written in a while. Been busy preparing to move then deciding to put it off for a little while. Still waiting for AF. Maybe she hasn't come because of the stress I have been under. Not sure. Went to my niece's birthday yesterday. When I saw my sister, who is due in September, it hit me once again what I lost. It was a very emotional day. I love her very much and I am so happy that she is having a baby but it just still hurts so much! Anyway, still taking prenatals and watching caffeine intake. Will write more when I have something else going on. Baby dust!

And Waiting.....

Well still waiting for AF. We are now into the 39th day. Wonder if this is normal. I had the m/c on the 1st of June so I should have had it by now. Did have some spotting, not enough to need a pad or anything. Thought it was AF but it stopped. That was 3 days ago. Well, nothing to but wait. I have decided that we are going to move into an apartment at the end of May (which is when our lease is up). I found a 4 bedroom/3 bath for $845 a month. Advantages are we save $130 in rent, $250 in electric, no lawn care, less house to clean (have a huge house and huge yard wich is hard to keep up with with no help), pool (HUGE plus), and 24hr. weight room. So 3 out of 5 children want to move to an apartment. One is too small to care and the oldest refuses because she will have to share a room and possibly move to a new school. She will have to if we all move huh? I just cant keep this house clean by myself and I want to have time to do things with the kids. We are forever cleaning and never get to do anything. So moving is my solution. Down side is they will have to be quieter. Yeah. Tell that to someone with German genes. My family is naturally loud. But if we have a clean apartment we wouldnt be home all that much anyway. Looking better and better everyday!!!