6 Weeks and Praying

So, I am now 6 weeks. Here is the time when the future is uncertain. Lost my other babies between the 6th and 8 weeks. So you can see my nervousness. I soooooo want this baby to be okay but at the same time I fear the worst. I hope for the best. My next appointment is April 6th. I will be 8 weeks then. If I have no bleeding then we should be able to see a heartbeat. That would be AWESOME. My Mom asked me, when I went to visit for the weekend, if I wanted a girl or boy. I told her...... it did not matter. I could see Noah as a big brother to a little sister, but I could also see him wrestling with a little brother too. My Mom, bless her heart. She said..... Noah needs to be a big brother! Reactions of my other kids? Well..... Kayla (the oldest) said she would sell it on eBay! )I know she would love it!), Ashley (my second) was very excited and offered up a name for a boy or girl. She came at me with Romeo or Juliette. What's with that? I admit.... I like Juliette but NOT Romeo. Anyway, the others? Did not tell them. Not until we know that all is safe. Then we will let the cat out of the bag so to speak. Well, gonna go and do some well ventilated painting and then off to Ben and Jerry's for some free ice cream! Here i come Chocolate Therapy!!!!