Discouragement and Revitalization

If you have ever had a m/c you know the pain and emptiness that is felt during and in the aftermath of the loss. You srcream a "why?" filled with pain and anguish. While others around you offer the usual reason and what you should be grateful for, you just want to hear "I'm sorry. Let me know if there is anything I can do." or "I will pray for you". Those are the most comforting words anyone can say. Prayers are what is needed. Prayer for healing of the mind and spirit. It is easy, so easy, to blame God for letting this happen to your baby. It came to my mind. I was angry at him and hurt. Why did it happen again. My mind knows that there might have been something wrong with the baby but my heart said He should have fixed it. He is all powerful after all right? I won't pretend to know the mind of God but I do know that He has a plan for me and my babies. I will see them again in Heaven one day. It will be hard. I am still reeling with hormones and my kids aren't helping any. I am going to visit my Mom Friday and taking my youngest three with me. I need to see my Mommy and feel her arms around me and just rejuvinate. There is nothing like a Mother's love (or whoever you are closest with) and God's love. If you let Him He will wrap His arms around you and fill you with a love so great it will bring tears to your eye. He knows your pain and He will see you through it. God's love and babydust!