Summer Day Fun

So, here we are! Summer time! The kids are out back playing on the slip 'n' slid and Noah is asleep on the couch! Yesterday he went out and played too. Of course he wanted to be naked so I let him run around outside, in the water, naked as a jaybird! He was so happy! No worries. We have a fenced in back yard so no one could see. He ran around laughing and playing in the water. So, getting ready for work tonight. I work at our church babysitting on Tuesday nights. Getting ready for AF this month! I can't wait! It means we can try again. I am scared and hopeful and prayerful all at the same time. I want this one to be healthy but at the same time I am scared it won't be. Someone asked me if I can handle another heartbreak. I want to say I can but I am afraid I can't. I have to keep my faith in God. He will only give me as much as I can handle so I have to believe that if I do have another m/c I will be able to get through it. I am still very excited. We have already been playing with some names. So we will see. I hope all are having a great summer and I will update more soon! God Bless and Babydust!